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Achieving mental health
naturally
My name is Brahmananda Ishaya. Five years
ago, I was diagnosed as having acute psychosis and schizophrenia. I was
only 22 years old at the time. My life had been turned upside down, literally.
During my teenage years and early twenties,
I had experienced depression, bouts of anxiety, and low self-worth, but
none of that compared to this new experience of mental dis-ease. My mind
became riddled with fear as my normal reality suddenly turned into a living
nightmare. I couldn't understand the world anymore and couldn't relate
to anything or anyone. Life as I knew it was over.
The struggle to cope with and accept this
sudden shift went on for some time. I spent a brief period in a psychiatric
ward, but during most of the first year, I was practically immobilized
on a couch in my mother's living room. I smoked like a chimney, and could
barely take care of my basic personal needs. Of course, I was prescribed
the standard anti-psychotic drugs, but even in the midst of my mental
fog, I knew they weren't helping me.
Before this mental meltdown started, I had
already been reading many spiritual texts and books on self-awareness.
I believe it is the wisdom I had already gained from these that truly
saved my life. On some level, I was aware that any mental reality can
change, if it is treated from the source and not from the superficial
level of symptoms. Even in the midst of severe mental and emotional anguish,
this inner knowledge was my lifeline and only hope. I knew that if I could
access the problem from a fundamental, root level, then healing and transformation
was possible.
The conventional medical system had definitely
served to help me during my rock bottom low. But to truly begin the path
to recovery, it would take great courage to move out of the box of the
standard, modern day treatments. My doctor scoffed at the suggestion of
things such as meditation or energy work helping me. But my inner voice
told me otherwise. So by my own volition, after several months of appointments
with a psychiatrist and heavy-duty prescriptions, I decided it was time
to try something else.
My intense desire to heal and live a happy
life again was the fuel that powered my new journey of recovery. With
the help of family, I tried many different therapies, ranging from acupuncture,
to hypnotherapy, to reiki. All of these certainly helped, but progress
was slow and changes were almost imperceptible.
It was exactly a year from when this whole
nightmare began, that I learned a meditation called the Ishayas' Ascension.
The weekend course helped me a lot, and I now had simple, powerful techniques
I could use at any time to help clear out my mental confusion. At first
I used the techniques sporadically as I still searched for the magic pill
that would heal me in an instant. But I soon realized that it was going
to take regular, consistent use of a tool that worked if I was going to
start seeing some true results.
The Ishayas' Ascension techniques were the
only tools I had that were simple enough to use in the state that I was
in. The Ishayas' that lived in the Ascension Center near me were always
there to help and listen whenever I was struggling or needed guidance
with any aspect of my life and healing process. I had never met such a
group of loving, accepting, and compassionate people. I finally felt like
I was getting somewhere.
The one thing the teachers always told me
was to use the techniques, which are called Ascension Attitudes, as much
as I possibly could, eyes open and closed. My whole being was so severely
stressed that I needed to start giving my mind and body as much rest as
I could. These techniques quickly took the body and mind into a state
of deep rest where healing was at its maximum. As my mental state became
clearer and clearer, and my body started healing, I realized what a great
gift I had been given in the form of the Ishayas' Ascension. It has truly
saved my life.
All of the fear, despair and confusion that
dominated my reality a few short years ago has been transformed into more
positive states of peace, joy and inner contentment. I have always known
that life was meant to be lived in happiness and peace. This inner knowingness
is now becoming a living reality for me. I truly know that as humans we
are capable of achieving anything our heart desires. No matter how far
from our goal we feel, the sky truly is the limit. A sincere, seeking
heart is the greatest power in the Universe. I can attest to this!
About a year and a half ago, I decided to
dedicate my life to this Teaching. I practice it myself constantly, and
the positive results never stop. I am a teacher of Ascension, but more
importantly, I am a teacher of Truth, and the incomparable power of the
human spirit. My goal is to share with others a message of hope along
with practical methods in which to free ourselves from any type of pain
and suffering.
Sincerely,
Brahmananda Ishaya |